i've been praying for my friends all this time.
when i should've been praying for myself.
denggg,,,,,i always end up doing something wrong. :|

i wish i didn't say that.
but i did.
i hate this.
i wanna grow up already. and i wanna know who i'm gonna be with.
and how my life is gonna be.
better yet, i just wanna hurry up and go to heaven.
being here is so boring.

tahaha, i'm tired.
i say mad dumb stuff when i'm tired.
thus the reason i'm a little embarrassed right now. hahaha wowww.
lalalala let's see. rewind about 20 minutes ago, and delete what i said.
perfect. problem solved.
goooodnight.

god worked something wonderful on me today.
i feel like a completely new person.
and..like everything is gonna be okay from now on.
i honestly feel like all my burdens have been lifted up, and there's no doubt in my mind that feelings like this will reveal themselves again.
thanks mom for putting me in upper room. (:

boys in my school say chesty. o_o LOL.

kimbum, lee chihoon, lee minho, lee hongki. all beautiful people.
i know lee chihoon has a cyworld. i used to stalk it everyday. (:
but..what's the url again?
oh yea /hoonroro

i forgot how terrible the first hour feels of this shit. haha.
um, but lolol. uh I THINK I'M PRETTY!
i really do! tuhh i dunno what youuzz think, but um i'm fuckin hot no doubt.
no diggity no doubt.
likkeuh, idk why i even fell apart before. gurll, there aint nothin tofall apart abouttta.
youza hottie and youre cute and sexy. pshaw i dont need no nerdy little fuckaaa.
lmao i love how it's 2:54 am on tuesday. and uh yea i'm fuckeddd up.
hopefully i don't tweak out in schooool lmfaoooo.
nah but on a serious note, i don't need no nerdy lil boy. gurrlll lemme telll yooouuu.
i have history girlfriend. his-tor-ee. gurllll. mmm-mmm-mmm. you don't even knowwww.
you really don't. listen here, i've been through the thicks an' thinzzz of life. daha no justkaddin..
waaddaheelll non e che grandeeee.. e poooooop! LOL poooop.
scopata..scopata. scopilo. sono piu ricco scelgoooo. fareallll.
damn,,,,,,, s'wildddd.

i feel like such an assssss. waaaaaah. )":