smhh, i'm eating so much today.
rice krispie, two cookies, and now i'm eating pretzels.
tsktsk, gonna have to take those disgusting diet pills later.

plus, my dog is mad annoying how when i'm eating something, kid gets right up in my face and starts sniffin. :\
i'm tired though. and i feel mad insecure, haha. )))):

does anyone know nicole wray? listen to the song "if i was your girlfriend" the chorus might sound familiar.
anyway, i remember when she was sleeping at my cousin's house. she's trying to come back with a big old movement and stuff. i say LOL. i mean, she's a really nice person, but i think she's too full of herself. she was barely a one hit wonder, so i think she should leave it as that.
her facebook fan-page has 28 fans, and her myspace music page has about 1,300 friends. hehe, i have more friends than her.
and i bet none of you have seen her new style. when i first saw it i was like o_o
wth?? she barely has any hair, and it's like pink and blue. ._.
she's going for that retro neonish look. she looks mad young, but she's a soul singer, now. she used to be r&b.
hahaha, and i remember when i was in the car with her, my cousin, and my aunt. we were at 711 in valley stream and she was like oh jazmine sullivan ain't shit, i'ma be bigger than her!
that was like june..? i haven't heard from her since middle july. LOL.
and i JUST started thinking about her.
she's not big at all. and i doubt she's gonna be big.
i'm not a hater though! i love nicole as a person! we were cool. but uh, her singing career is overrrr.
hopefully she doesn't read this though, lmao. if you read it nicole, i'm sorryyyy. bahahaha.

i love how myspace made all the music players non auto-start. and i'm not being sarcastic.
but then people start putting players from playlist.com and youtube and stuff on their page, and it's soooo annoying when you go on their page and then their crappy music starts out of no where, hahahaa.
and sometimes it's really loud, and you're not expecting it, and you jump. ahahaa, i hate it.
next person i see with one of those auto-start players, i'ma beat that ass.

that martial arts thing at school today was type lameeee.
i wish i was still in smithtown, i wanted to see nick cannon.
i loooovee himmm. <3

tell me why there's no good-looking menzz in my school. xD
all except for like uno persona. (;

mmm, i'm so tired.

today, i put in an order for all these things. the cost? ha, well, it was $308. even i can't afford that, but somehow i did. and no, i'm not bougie. :\


the headband is really cute, and i really wanna see how it looks on me, haha. the details are absolutely perfect, and if creamy mami were real, i'd say that was an exact replica of the headband she wore in a few of her concerts.


the microphone is also absolutely beautiful. really good details and such.


the compact is sooooo detailed, like foreal. it even has the little wand inside of it. haha, and there's a hook on it where you can loop a string through it and put it on your skirt like yuu does.


the wand is beautiful! it has every detail and color. the heart even spins around like it does in the actual show. it's about the exact size too. actually, everything is about the same size as it is in the show.


and the second wand is also reallllyy beautiful.
i can't wait to get it! i should get all my money from the bank in about a week and a half, and then i'm gonna ship it out to italy asap. hehehehe. x)

once my mom gets home, i'm going to taco bell. really don't wanna go to school tomorrow.

school was good. a lot different from smithtown, though. the people were really nice there. but i wonder..the people that were with me the whole day..is that the entire 9th grade? i know it's a small school but denggg. it gave me a bad headache too. school always does that to me for some reason. and it also alters my appearance by the end of the day, hahaha. god, i haven't been to school in soooo long. 5 months. i'm so tired right now, i'll do my homework later.

i just finished popolocrois maybe..5 minutes ago. my face is covered with dried tears, haha. omg, it was so sad. pinon became like just the best! but, the one i hurt more for was luna. i mean..she lost just everyone..her mom, her granny, everyone in the castle. and they all went away for her happiness. it was such a good show, like really. i cried more than i did for creamy mami, and i cried quite a bit for that. i wanna talk about it in full, but, i don't want to spoil it for anyone who's watching it or wishes to watch it. it really is a reaaally good show unlike a lot of shows. popolocrois always has beautiful stories and lessons. but, i think you really have to have a pure heart and soul to be able to enjoy it. and honestly, that's why i think popolocrois is not very popular. because a lot of people these days have blackened hearts and souls. idk, i'm getting deep now, so i'll just end it here. x)

so, i didn't go to school yesterday. i became more sick than i thought i would be. and i'm still sick today. -_-;; it was a pretty good idea, though, lmao. because i don't really mind being sick. i told my mom what i did though, so, now i'm grounded haha. but, today, i filled up my happy bar on my tamagotchi!! which means i unlocked the gotchi king game, too! (: also, tomorrow, i'll be able to get a mate so that i can get a tamagotchi baby!! yayyy! oh, and today, i'm buying the tamagotchi music star. i wanna see what it's like. (:

tomorrow is the first day of school for upper room. but, not for me. muahaha. i'm determined to stay home. i just ate tuna, icecream, 3 mcchickens, mcdonalds fries, a bit of raw hamburger meat (could hardly swallow it, i kept gagging) lmao and now i'm eating icecream again. and if this doesn't work, i'm gonna take a shower, then go straight to the ac. it's a guaranteed fever & cold says yahoo answers. xD

yesterday, i got my glasses from pinkychip. (pinkychip.co.kr) and my tamagotchi + color and also my stickers packs.
the glasses make me look like the ill neerrrrd. o_o but, i like them. (:

the tamagotchi color is sooo fun too. my pet grew up to young mametchi. (: i remmeber when i got my like..2nd tamagotchi when i was in like 4th grade. i was wondering when they were gonna make a color one. now they did. woop. (:

you know that old show teen titans? that show sucks ass. i hate it. but beast boy's voice is so adorable. i'll give it that.

whenever i talk to this one kid, i think about how this girl told me he's mad ugly.
when like, he's totally not. i don't understand how that girl could even say that he's not. his lips are mad luscious and he has the cutest baby face.
maybe she just likes thin lipped ugly boys.

i got my tamagotchi color and my glasses today! now, i'm just waiting for my stickers, lullatone cd, and mamegoma ds game. (:

well, pinon turned out to be quite the little hero in the first half of the show. bahaha. i have the urge to play popolocrois again. this'll be my 5th time. xD but, i'm gonna delete everything first, so i don't feel like i'm doing it for no reason. that really is a wonderful game, though. (: i wonder why none of the popolocrois shows have jilva in them. -_- jilva was my favorite character. other than pietro, sabo, and vasqual. although, in the popolocrois show, gami gami devil's son is so cuuuuuteeee. hahaha. oh my favorite bad characters from the game were boxy (adorable), maira, and garp (only because i battled him/her (?) [they always go back and forth whether garp is a he or a she in the game] in the fairy castle: my favorite place. oh madea was so cute too! too bad she died! ): although her spirit was still alive, wasn't it? i had quite a few favorite monsters because a lot of them were cute. i don't feel like getting my psp and looking up the names, so i'll just describe them. umm, the first one was those cute squirrels that you fight in pasela. the second was those bull things that wave their head side to side that you fight on cotrico island (i thought they looked mad funnnyyy) and the third was those jungle green lizard things that you fight in that cave on sword mountain in hata hata village because that technique they do: (jungle dance, i think it's called) the music to it is funny and catchy. xD i'm such a little nerd for popolocrois and i could talk about it for days. but, i'll talk more about it my next blog, ahaha because i just love doing so. x) anyway, i'll start the game off again. with the ice demon and such. (btw, i LOVE pietro) hahaha. that's all.

i really wanna hurry up and go to college or something. or be homeschooled. school starts on friday, and honestly, through the whole summer, i couldn't wait. but, now i'm so scared. i wannaaa be homeschooooled. but, my mom says noooo. augh, what am i gonna do? -__-

i finished the popolocrois monogatari. auwww, it made me cry at the end. although, the end wasn't as sad as some parts in the popolocrois psp game. it was more like a joyful cry for me. in the popolocrois psp game, it was like a sad cry. anyway, now i'm on popolocrois. with pietro and narcia's son. pinon is such a little bitch. aight, ma nigga's a mama's boy, he's got no friends, he's always complaining, and he's just a disappointment to the show so far. his father was so freakin cute in both the game and the show. and pinon is bleh, he's like not cute whatsoever. pietro was also so modest and brave. pinon..pahaha not even a millimeter of courage. although, i'm only on episode 6. hopefully pinon will man-up and stop being a little pussy. (: